future songs and flying dreams

Song: Flying dreams – Jerry Goldsmith
Quote: Love is a four letter word, just like fuck and shit. It’s just something you gatta do. – Eddie Griffen

I was talking to my mom last night, about the future. I was saying that before I met the boy, my dating experiences were disastrous and I honestly felt that I was going to spend my life alone. So my future was all about “career” or at least focusing on something other than being with someone. Now that I’ve met the boy… it’s not that I’m loosing focus on my life, it’s just that now, even if things don’t work out with the boy, it is suddenly a possibility that I won’t be alone forever. And now my career goals seem more… flexible? I don’t know if that is the right word… ahh… I think I’m babbling.

Speaking of the boy… Yesterday I was hanging out with my brother and we were driving to go to dinner and we passed the boy riding the Harley. I hadn’t known he was out riding, but I saw a bunch of motorcycles and thought “wouldn’t it be funny if the boy was one of them” and there he was. He looked so damn sexy on that Harley. I’m babbling again. Think I’ll go… uh… do something…..


Dream by night…Wish by day…Love begins this way…Loving starts when open hearts…Touch and stay

Sleep for now…Dreaming’s how…Lovers lives are planned…Future songs and flying dreams…Hand in hand

Love it seems made flying dreams…So hearts could soar…Heaven sent these wings were meant…To prove once more…That love is the key

Ever strong our future song…To sing it must be free…And love is still the key…And love it seems…Made flying dreams…To bring you home to me

sick sick sick

Song: Immigrant Song – Led Zepplin
Quote: Springing up from his place in the back of the wagon, Flint shouted, “Look out!” and pummeled Tanis on the shoulder by way of emphasizing the danger. “Drive faster! Hurry! They’re coming closer!” Expecting to see no less than an army of minotaurs in hot pursuit, Tanis looked behind in alarm. “Too late!” Flint groaned, as the wagon was immediately surrounded by a party of about fifteen laughing kinder. – Brothers Majere


I’ve been sick for over a week now… it’s a long and… well not very interesting story. So I’ll keep it short. Got a fever on Wednesday 18th – nauseous and achy. I also got a really bad sinus headache that went down my neck and into my back. I of course tried to work through it and also tried to live through it. I didn’t really take a day off, so I was still sick by the weekend. Finally by Monday I stayed in bed for almost two days, but I was still nauseous. I kept getting sick to my stomach… I blamed everything from food poisoning, to a virus. My other thought was the new birth control pill that I’m on. But I’ve been on it for a while, so I really don’t think that was it. My mother thinks that it was all in my head. Gee thanks mom. But no matter what it was… I think I’m better now. All I ate for almost two weeks was toast, applesauce and bananas. Needless to say, I dropped a few pounds. Nothing like a good illness make the pants fit better.

Unfortunately I have no other stories, because I haven’t really done anything except be sick (and complain about being sick, according to my mother).

Oh, I saw the new Exorcist movie. Wow, was that freaky and violent. I had some interesting dreams after that one.

Best moment of the Olympics: When the Russian Gymnast Aleksei Nemov was scored unfairly by two judges and the audience booed for about ten minutes, until the scores were changed.

Enter Sandman

Song: Superstitious – Stevie Wonder
Quote: Don’t make me get my flying monkeys

I’ve been having a very hard time sleeping at the boy’s house. I’m not really used to sleeping with anybody and every time that he moves, I wake up. It doesn’t help that because of his third shift job, our sleeping schedules are way off. So the only day that I can really sleep at his house is on Saturday. I’ve tried a few times, but I either end up going home because I couldn’t fall asleep or I end up getting very little sleep because I keep waking up. This past Saturday he and I were laying on the couch watching Kill Bill 2. We started the movie about 12:30. About half way through the movie I fell asleep. Around 2:45 the movie was over so we went to his room where I actually fall sound asleep. At 4am his brother is yelling into the room that I left the dome light on in my car. He then asked if I wanted him to turn it off. (no, please leave it on so my battery is dead in the morning) Yes turn it off thank you. So, I once again fall back to sleep. At 5am the alarm goes off. When the boy set the alarm for 6am for me he also accidentally changed the time on the clock so that the clock was wrong. He fixed it and then I fell back to sleep. Finally 6am comes and the alarm goes off. I fall back to sleep for another 20 minutes and my cell phone alarm goes off. At this point I say “ok, I have to get up” and he rolls over and puts his arm around me. That so didn’t help me in wanting to get out of bed. So after another five minutes of being in his arms, I get out of bed and make my way to work. It figures that the one night I probably could have slept through the night, I get woken up every hour anyway. Yeash

movies movies movies

Movie: Alien vs Predator
Song: For Love – Emily’s Toybox
Quote: We could get along better, if you would just stop hitting me. All in all it was all in the name of love.

Ok, so what have I been up to? Hmmmm… nothing terribly exciting. I’ve just been enjoying my summer vacation; spending time with the boy. I’ve seen tons of movies. I’ve seen “the Village”, “the Bourne Supremicy”, “I Robot”, “Harry Potter”, and “Alien vs Predator”. I liked all of them, but none of them were amazing. Actually I was pretty disappointed in Harry Potter and the Village. HP didn’t live up to the book (I’m a huge fan of the books) and the Village wasn’t scary at all. I was really hoping it would be.

I want a new vehicle. I want a jeep wrangler, soft top. I love my tracker, but it’s getting old and worn and I was looking at the shiny new jeeps at the dealership and suddenly I wanted something new and shiny. It doesn’t help that the boy has been letting me drive his new truck. It puts my tracker to shame. Granted, any jeep I get won’t have a turbo diesel like his truck, but anything has to go faster than mine. I’ve joked with him that instead of horse power, my car is run by four little mice on a spinning wheel and every time that I hit the gas they go “yeah right”. Of course his truck has a governor on it that only lets it go 97 mph. (only). So when I hit the gas I get “yeah right” and when he hits the gas and gets to 97 his engine goes “whoa! No way”.

We’re off to see the… Teutuls?

Song: Youth of the Nation – P.O.D.
Quote: Tact is for people who are not witty enough to be sarcastic

ROAD TRIP!!! Yes, myself, the boy, and two friends are off to NY to see the Orange County Choppers Store. We’re all big fans of the show, and the motorcycles so it should be interesting. Hopefully we don’t get lost. LOL I have three DIFFERENT sets of directions from mapquest, yahoo maps and msn maps. I’ll be driving a little bit of the way, but there will have to be a navigator for me, being that I can get lost in a paper bag. (no joke).

Last Saturday the boy and I went for a motorcycle ride through NY, along the Delaware River with his parents and some of their Harley friends. The boy and I didn’t exactly fit with the group since we were on a rice burner; believe me I would have rather been on a Harley, but we still had fun. The best part was that because it was raining Friday night, and because it was supposed to rain all weekend, his parents didn’t take the Harley up to the Poconos, where we were all going to meet up, figuring the trip was canceled. But Saturday morning when it was beautiful out the boy’s parents called him to bring the Harley up to them. He put both bikes on a trailer and was going to drive them both up. We were on our way when he saw the trailer tire was smoking; the Harley was too heavy for the trailer. He gets out, looks at it and says, I’ll drive the Harley up and you drive the truck. Keep in mind this truck is huge – a brand new (four weeks old) GMC duramax diesel engine truck with extended cab and extended bed that now had a trailer behind it. I had only driven his truck three times before this and I have never driven anything with a trailer behind it, so I was like… “uh, it’s really sweet that you have enough faith in me to drive this, but I think your faith is a little misplaced”. He told me I would be fine, and amazingly I was. I made it up there in one piece. Also drove it back that night because he had been awake since 11:30 am the previous day and he was almost asleep on his feet. However we had a great time driving through NY. It was absolutely beautiful out.
Good Times