You are born into a family, and if your lucky, it's a half decent one. And most of the time you know they love you, but in your head you think "well yea, they love me but they're supposed to, they're my family".
But as you grow up you meet hundred's of people. Some of those people become friends, lovers, people you think you can trust.
I never really had many of those kind of people in my life. I never fit in. I wasn't interested in clothing, makeup or girly enough to fit in with the girls. I was too small and too sick to fit in with the boys. No one cared enough to see me for what I was. I always tried and tried to trust people, bring them into my life, but some how it would always backfire and I would end up hurt.
But then one day I got really lucky, and I met this girl who was just like me. Someone who "got me" and loved me for who I was.
As time went along, I had the same problem with boys... they just didn't get me. I wasn't girly enought for them and I was too strong for them.
But then one day I got lucky, and I met this boy who got me. He liked me because I was strong, he liked that I wasn't girly. And amazingly enough he loved my body the way it was.
I don't know if I believe in happy endings. To quote Smendric "there are no happy endings, because nothing ever ends". I still get hurt by people. But everytime someone hurts me or betrays my trust, I can at least be thankful that I have two such wonderful people in my life. People who don't judge me, who aren't ashamed of me. People who love me for me. And I love them too.